Damn my brain I've been doing so good on my own and then I have the most amazing dream of us to set me back. It was so beautiful I awoken in mid sleep at 4 am. He came back and everything was grand I felt the love and connection in my dream but to wake up and have reality hit me like a ton of bricks this because I woke up to a lonely cold house. Kinda hard not to get depressed. I looked at his Facebook today to see all these happy pictures of him and his girlfriend. it hurts but he seems happy but again it could be a lie. I don't know what to think just trying to be positive Polly here. It's time to go pray. Hopes everyone has a good day!
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