Oh geeze it feels like I haven't wrote in forever, so I'm just gonna have a quick update. Started college and as of right now I love it(key word right now lol) I like pretty much love all of my professors and I'm enjoying learning again which is pretty surprising coming from me. I was the girl who NEVER went to school. I hated high school and chose to skip class with my friends more than attend class. I don't know if it's just me missing the whole education and feeling like I'm doing something to my life feeling. Whatever feeling it is I'm soaking every ounce of enjoyment out of it. I'm already learning so much.

I haven't heard anything about my probation so I'm still quite worried on whether their going to call me in or not. They could or could not have a warrant out for my arrest I'm just praying to god still that I passed. I really don't want to ruin my schooling over this shit.

I'm staying with a friend right now until my financial aid finishes going threw so I can get on my own. One problem, she doesn't have a scale and I'm in my week before period binge. Today I did okay, didn't eat just 3 bites of my friends salad but we just ate diner and I had a pop tart but I'm about to go get rid of that. I just wish she had a scale so I can check. It's kinda getting on my nerves but school and being with friends is keeping my mind off of stressful things. Now my stress is finding a job, wish me luck on that lol. Hope every ones doing well, I'm off to watch teen mom, read a book and gooo catch some zzzz's