Lets get skinny shall we.

I woke up pretty late today, slept till about 1 but my stepdad was in his room doing homework when I woke up and figures the scale is in their bathroom but he finally came out. 132.2 which I can say is decent, considering I've had a glass of tea and 2 bites of that salad from last night. I'm going to try to aim for below 131 tomorrow. I think I can do it, I love watching the numbers go down on the scale. I feed for it, that's all I could think about when I woke up. Scale. Scale. Scale. How much do I weight today. I feel like I should eat a little bit more of the salad but I'm going to wait and eat that for dinner so my parents don't say to much, show that I'm eating something right? I'm gonna finish folding my clothes then do some crunches and measure my body to see where I'm at and how much weight I'm loosing and where.

Waist: 32 1/2 inches <--fatass
1 Arm: 11 inches
1 Leg:  22 inches <-fuckkkk me
Bust: 36 inches

My legs and stomach need the most work so instead of just crunches were also doing leg lifts :)

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Tonight: Well dinner went better than expected. My grandma made some limabean soup, so we went over to her house. Honestly wasn't that great but I had a spoon full and a diet coke and a cheese stick, and the rest of the salad or should I say lettuce. I'm pretty content with that. I think it was just enough to put food in my system for energy tomorrow the only problem my stomach wants more. Now it's about 11:30 and my stomach is grumbling and as empty as the devils soul. That's one thing that sucks when you actually start eating again, you always want and crave more which leads people to binge. I'm glad my head is on today, I wont eat anymore today, tomorrow starts a new for foods. I plan on at least eating some kind of fruit, just so I know my body has something. Like my mother said I only have one body and I need to take care of it, which I will completely take care of when I get to the size I want to be at. I don't plan on eating like this forever, I would like to have a healthy life style and eat regularly like everyone else, but for now I want to shrink and this is the only way I know how.

Intake:
lettuce(salad)-10 calories
diet coke
half a cup of lima bean soup but i had tiny pieces of ham so I'm gonna say 190
cheese stick(i looked online says 60-80)
10 lays chips is about 105

total: so between 360-385 a little more than I wanted but it will have to do.