Wedding bells send them my way.

Well, todays's been a very longgggg day, but I really enjoyed it. It was my cousin's wedding day. I was the maid of honor and I was very happy for her. I actually never thought she would get married but Im proud of her and her new family and I wish her the best. The wedding made me eat way to much so I'll be working out alot to catch up on all the weight I've probly gained but it really was perfect. It was on a lake and the weather was perfect. She looked beautiful. It made me really enjoy what love is, and made me want it even more. I cant wait for the day I get married. Im gonna start taking peoples advice, and stop going after guys that Im just attracted to and go after guys who are gonna treat me right. I usually go for the dickhead personality(I blame my father and brother) but Im gonna give guys who actually try for me a chance. Who knows. I dont think I'll fall in love with them but at least I can say I gave it a chance right? I dont know I guess this wedding just made me realize love comes in all different ways and forms, weather its from a family member, a friend, or lover. Those are the people who matter in your life and Im gonna start appreciating those people in my life. Those are the people who have helped me threw the hard times and I promise to help them threw theirs. I will wait for the guy that loves me and treats me good, and is romantic, and cherish's me. No more selling myself short. I willl owe myself more, and starting treating myself better maybe guys will respect me more if I do that. Besides that Im gonna enjoy the rest of my beer take my butt to sleep and start my active dieting again. Goodnight loves.