.posthidden {display: none} Christmas just isn't the same without you. I had a blast last night with my family, that right there was the greatest gift I could have received....but not being with you made me kind of a scrooge today. I faked a smile the whole time. I was happy to be around my family but I know to have you by my side would have truly made me the happiest. I wouldn't want anything else in the world.....if that was my perfect world. But it's not my world and I don't get to have you for Christmas. I'm sitting in our house now alone on Christmas night sulking away in my sorrow, tonight I dreamed of watching movies all night long sharing each others joy in gifts sipping hot chocolate but your  off with your new life your new girlfriend and I'm left here like a piece of trash. I even tried to be sincere and tell you Merry Christmas and you couldn't shoot one single text back telling me the same. Heartless bastard.And I'm done crying....