Happy to be Healthy

Welp I'm alive! I didn't think I would see the day that I got better. Actually I'm just being a bit dramatic but the past 2 weeks I have been severely sick. I had a bladder infection that caused a kidney infection.....to say the least it wasn't fun at all. The only one good thing that came out of my misery for 2 weeks was loosing 5 or 6 pounds. Not sure if I feel like going threw all that was worth loosing that weight. It put me very far behind in school and next week is final exam week so its not like I have time to make anything up. I'm screwed. Not only am I screwed with (if possible) making up work but also screwed up in the head. When I was sick if I saw a picture of food or thought about food (i was craving mexican food) I obsessed but when I actually got around or smelled the food I wanted to vomit. I honestly think I was making myself sick because I loved not eating food for a week. Now today I got a little off road and binged but I threw it all back up to where I'm just about at the weight I started at this morning. I started off at 126.4 and I'm now at 126.8

Today at work we were talking about weight because a lady there recently just lost A HUNDRED and some change pounds. I honestly couldn't even tell shes not that big anymore but she asked me how much I weighed and when I told her she looked surprised. Like I weigh more or that I was lying. I know she just thought I weighed more because I honestly feel like I weigh more than 126 I still have my stomach. My stomach got really bloated from the kidney infection and my insides are finally swelling down but I can tell I lost all the weight or most in my legs. One pair of shorts I just bought were a bit snug in the legs before now they are loose as a goose. And I'm currently sitting in a pair of jeans that I've been wanting to fit into for about a year now. My legs have finally gotten small enough to feel like their not being suffocated. I've been in such a good mood today cleaned my room, fitting into clothes, but my body does feel like it's gotten any smaller. Tis is why I think I'm sick in the head. I'm hungry but nothing seems to catch my eye right now. I don't have an appetite for anything. I had my splurge on candy and pizza earlier but now that that's over I'm back to sick ole duckling but not actually sick. I am surprised at myself though I really didn't think I could go a week without eating. And although loose that little bit of weight in a week isn't much at all I have to consider I did sleep and stay in bed majority of the time. But anyways I'm off to go work out a bit hope everyone has a good night <3