Damn brain.

I can see that my body is getting more toned, but trying to convince myself that I'm losing fat when my scale doesn't budge is kind of depressing. I need to throw away my scale but I've always been attached to it. I just need to learn that the scale is just a number. Anyways daddies coming in town later so we can make some French onion soup and watch movies all night. My cheat meal is the soup. I also need too train my body to eat more. 2 meals or a snack a day isn't gonna cut fat. I'm just never hungry in the morning. I'm gonna start doing 30 minutes of cardio in the mornings and 20 at night and lifting. another thing I need too train my body too do is go to sleep earlier. I stay up to late at night and lately have been sleeping in later this week. I missing when I automatically woke up at 930. I'm so focused on school and working out right now. I've already picked a school down in west palm now it's gonna be the part in getting excepted. Hopefully soon so by August I'll be ready to move and start school and be surrounded by beach health nuts and my big brudder. That's my plan.