What the hell.

Im sorry I accidently deleted my first post I wasnt lying when I said I was new at blogging. But my starting weight yesterday was 139.8, today was very challenging for me. I woke up pretty late around 1pm. I couldnt sleep last night....too many exes on my mind. but I weight myself this morning I actually lost more than I would I just starting my "dieting" yesterday.I weighted 138.2 I didnt really get outside to excerise but I busted my ass of cleaning today so im hoping that will help me out but Im really doubting right now because I ate SO much for dinner. I got ride of most of it but Im afraid I didnt get it all so Im crossing my fingers until the morning. Anyways today was an okay day. It is just totally mind boggling sitting at home not being able to leave right now and have alll this food here. I feel like Im trapped in my own hell hole cellar. I attempt to close the pantry doors while Im in the kitchen but my brother or sister usually open them back up 5 seconds later so theres really no use. Im going to go smoke a ciggerette and do a few crunches and left lifts everyone have a good night.